
This page offers access to all editions of Resenting Joy, including paperback, hardcover, eBook and First Publication of Resenting Joy, released directly by the author.
First Publication
Individually Numbered Hardcovers
Limited Edition
No. 1–100
This initial release is limited to 100 individually numbered hardcover copies and will never be reprinted in this form.
The first publication of Resenting Joy consists of 100 hardcover copies, individually prepared and released directly by the author.Each copy is part of a permanent, finite edition.Once all copies are claimed, this edition will never be reproduced.

All Available Editions
Paperback Edition$22.50Compared to $24.99 on Amazon.Includes:1. Paperback copy of Resenting Joy.2. Free shipping.3. Direct purchase from ResentingJoy.com, supporting the author directly.4. A nonfiction memoir built from real events, real communications, and documented evidence.5. The story of a father’s fight through divorce, false narratives, court battles, family power, and the refusal to disappear quietly.




eBook Edition$19.99Includes:
1. The full digital edition of Resenting Joy2. Read on your phone, tablet, or computer3. Created with Vellum for a premier eBook reading experience.4. Available for Apple Books, Google Play, Kindle, Kobo, Nook, and PDF for desktop reading.5. Includes additional images not available in the print editions6. Instant access after checkout through a download page, with a backup download link sent to your email.
eBook Edition$19.99Includes:
1. The full digital edition of Resenting Joy2. Read on your phone, tablet, or computer3. Created with Vellum for a premier eBook reading experience.4. Available for Apple Books, Google Play, Kindle, Kobo, Nook, and PDF for desktop reading.5. Includes additional images not available in the print editions6. Instant access after checkout through a download page, with a backup download link sent to your email.

Hardcover Edition$32.50Compared to $34.99 on Amazon.Includes:1. Hardcover copy of Resenting Joy.2. Free shipping.3. Direct purchase from ResentingJoy.com, supporting the author directly.4. A nonfiction memoir built from real events, real communications, and documented evidence.5. The story of a father’s fight through divorce, false narratives, court battles, family power, and the refusal to disappear quietly.

Merch
Good Gangster Sticker
$6.99Includes:1. One Good Gangster sticker.
2. Durable sticker design featuring the Good Gangster artwork.
3. A small piece of the Resenting Joy world, built for the people who know the difference between being good and being harmless.
4. Perfect for laptops, water bottles, notebooks, phone cases, toolboxes, or anywhere else that needs a little “don’t mistake kindness for weakness” energy.
5. Free shipping.

Hole Diggers Country Club Sticker
$6.99Includes:1. One Hole Diggers Country Club sticker.
2. Durable sticker design featuring the Hole Diggers Country Club artwork.
3. A tribute to the ride-or-die people in your life, the ones who don’t flinch, don’t judge, and show up when life gets ugly.
4. Perfect for laptops, water bottles, notebooks, phone cases, toolboxes, coolers, or anywhere else that needs a little “I know who my people are” energy.
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Legal Fee Tip Jar
Within a week of the book being published, Resenting Joy already will be in front of a judge twice. Why? It's simple, certain people don't want the information public. The book is trying to be silenced. If you feel called to support this fight, thank you from the bottom of my heart.Contributions help cover legal, publishing, and court-related costs tied to Resenting Joy, including print expenses, missed work, and the time required to prepare and proceed pro se.Before I had to fight these batlles alone, now that I've went public, I have the support of everyone behind me. This is a battle that I believe can be won. Even small contributions add up over time and are helpful.
About Resenting Joy
Resenting Joy is the book I wrote because staying quiet would have been its own kind of lie.It is a nonfiction memoir about family, fatherhood, heartbreak, survival, and what it feels like when your name, your role, and your reality are being pulled out from under you in real time. The book tells the story of what I lived through from 2022 to 2026, and it is based on real events, real people, and documented communications and records.This is not a revenge book. I wrote it because truth matters. I wrote it because my sons deserve to know who their father is, not just what other people may have said about him. I wrote it because I wanted there to be a record, one grounded in lived experience, accountability, and evidence. As I say in the book, anything that could not hold the weight of evidence, I left out.More than anything, Resenting Joy is about a father’s love. It is about accountability, finding out how much truth a person can take, the dangers of chasing perfection, the dissolution of ego, and continuing to fight for your children even when the system, the circumstances, and the people around you seem built to wear you down.If the book speaks to anything beyond my own story, I hope it speaks to every parent, especially every father, who has ever felt pushed aside, doubted, or made invisible.This story is mine.